i miss hym alots....dah 6 bulan bpk tglkn kite sume...dan dlm mase nie jugak la byk yg terjady...i juss miss 2 have u ard...adeq cemburu tgk kebahagian org laen dgn bbpk drg sendiri..wen i dun have it now...am i too young 2 lose you dad? ppl kip asking me hws my dad doin now or askinng abt you..and wen i tell dem tat ure gone, its seems tat dey are shock 2 hear tat...and wad dey sae, "kesian masi muda tapy dah takde bpk...no wonder u stp studying and strt wrking...2 stand 4 family"...even dey are proud of me but its hurts me....i lose you wen im jus starting 2 noe wads lyfe...and now i leady have a hard tyme 2 strt a wrking lyfe and even 2 noe de outside wrld...im leady wana gve up when i get 2 noe abt my health condition...more and more probs i counted now dad....ppl are pushing me hard....and now ppl are leaving me alone....wen i nid their help 2 hold me so tat i cn stand strng...u alwaes sae tat wen u leave me, dere will alwaes ppl hu will stand up wit me but now dere no1 dad!!! i laugh and cry by myself....i wana shout out loud bt i cnt....dad, if u are ard now i wnt have 2 lead a lyfe dis wae...its too hard 4 me 2 maintain everythng..i cnt gve up cx i noe if i gve up, no1 will stand 4 de family....haish...dad gve me support 2 lead de lyfe....doakan la adeq....haish....15th of every mnth will alwaes make me cry...and even now im crying by myself
