its leady 7mnth past...haiyak....somehw i still cnt get over hym yet...yupe ppl may sae im movin on greatly but deep dwn im not lo...dere alwaes in some part of my lyfe i nidd a man 2 guide me thru...but i noe i mayy not have tat man in my lyfe now...he gone....haish....now i miss hym deeply...no1 noes tat...i did smile and laugh like nth happen but deep dwn im crying al alone:(....mum did cry wen she rmbr abt dad....and wen i see the tears i admiit it pull me dwn....all tis while im pulling myself up by maself 2 be strg and dun ever looked back....haish... dad!!!! i miss yoou alots!!! i miss the touch frm you!!! i miss everything abt you!!!!grrrr.... i cnt roll de tears ryte infront my mum...i noe i nid 2 be strg in order 2 lead my family.....i nid 2 stand 4 my family now...2 be de man in de family wen i noe i somehw cnt be....
FATHER DAE cumin...!!!! grrrr....im so sad siol...fcuk uh!!!! i hate the feeling of jelesy!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fcuk la!!!!!!
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