Precious

2010-07-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

15 july 2007....

yeah bby, if we still 2gether we will be 4yrs now..hmm..hw i wish if we still 2gether ryte now...but hell yea thngs change now...and we cnt manage the changes...but no matter wad i admit tat i still love you....hmmm...i jus dun wana us 2 patch bck cx i had enuf of de hurts...i dun wish 2 be hurts and hurts you anymore..tats whai is the best if we remains tis wae.....you lead ur lyfe now...i cn see the cheerful gal now in you...tats good dear...for me, i gt hard tyme now...but i still cn manage it...i still hold it titely...hmmm....

ayg, i still love you...i wish tat we still be like before..but i know it will nvr be..cx we are far apart....thngs have change alots...but ayg, no matter wad i wan u to know no1 will able 2 replace u in ma hart...even i did try 2 gve others a chance but i admit i cnt....haish....memories of us is still in ma mind ryte now..hmm..dear, pwomish me 2 take care of urself ayte...i miss every moments with you:)

2010-07-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

heylo....

kkae i wont update so muchh here..cx im kinda tired now...huhu...jus cum bck frm amk hub..teman si sara li brg2 utk motor prac die...die semangat gler tuu..haha...dhen gy mkn and stuff lo...haish....tis wk realie2 tired 4 me la seyy....tak cukup tdo sgt taw...hmmm....and tis wkend im gona go jb...visit mummy dere.....hmmmm...mcm mls pun ade..tapy nvm la...i have too kan...well after bck frm jb, i gone looked for room...hmmm...hope i will get it soon la seyy..hehe..!!! kkae im too tired now...i gona clip...gdnytye ppl:)

2010-06-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

heylooo

okie ppl, adit penat skg seyy..keje non-stop taw...mcm robot adit nie taw...haha!
haha! i jus finish my 8hrs wrk 2dae..hmm....dhen lepak kat lounge sambil nyanyi2 agu! haha...jiwang nye aku nie!!! haha....ferst dgn mr.jam...dhen her gf tag along after wrk...hmmm...ard 745 si sara plak join! dah kecoh siol...satu2 pekik2 kat lounge! agk kite 4 je seyy..huhu!! lounge mcm kite punye laa seyy...totally takde org pun seyy narie kat sane:) yeappie....sing2 sampai nk close lounge tu..haha! dhen kite pun kuar alek:P..... haha!!! si minahrep nie nk mkn choco la plak kan...dhen gy shell likan die la kan...manje nye die! haish....md.rahimi, kenapa lah mataer kau nie manje sgt ehk!! haish...

lepas tu alek naek bus...si minah tu pun alek same2 jgk...haish..die keje mlm bsk mah...dhen tanye ayah if she cn sleep over..and ayah sae yesh! hoho!! ape la die nie....kacau org nk tdo je taw...haish....dhen now she with me....ble kau nk tdo mangkok!!!!! haish!!! penat taw layan kau!!! haiyoooo.....bsk aku keje pagy tak mlm mcm kau ehk...naseb tak same...lau tak ppenat aku jumpe kau je tau..huhu...kkae la gy tdo kkae...gdnyte ppl...love you alwaes!!!zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

2010-06-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

hoho!!

ystd ryte after wrk, i went 2 ubi...before tat i went to geylang 2 eat with THE KECOHZ... ....den u took cab 2 ubi....cx they having their motorcycle prac...waet for dem till 8plus...mr.jam gf happen 2 turn up last mint! haha!! kecoh la lagk kan...haha! den after both sara and mr.jam finish wash up, we decided 2 went 4 dinner....held 2 amk hub...huhu....! tmpt lepak kte jgk...eat mac...while we eating mac, sara cum out with an idea 2 watch a movie! huhu...TOY STORY 3!!! mcm bdk2 la die nie!!! hmmm...so yeah kerana die me and mr&mrs jam pun ikutkan la kan...kesian nye pasal uh minah!!! haha....so we booked midnite movie nye...ard 1140 punye lagk...haish....i forget tat im wrking 2dae...12hrs agk...haish...but nvm dhen...so the movie end at 1plus in de morning....haha! ngantok seyy! dhen gy lpk kat bwh blk jap...i tell dem tat if i go hme and sleep cnfirm 2dae i cnt get 2 wrk...dhen si sara nie pun kuar idea agk...mepek nye idea...she ask we 2 torn thru out tat nyyte la....huhuhuhu.......and yeah we did it uh...cx after all sume keje bsk...tkt tak leh make it nye pasal terpakse torn kat tmpt lpk kte:)....ard 5plus all held bck 2 hme....

the funny part is al of us wen bck hme jus 2 bath dhen cum 2 wrk...haha...jumpe agk kite sume....mcm siak kan! haha!!! but realie la...i realie have fun siol....korg gler la seyyy!!!! plan btl2 nye last mint!!! and now aku dah saket...huhu..tekak dah saket nie....tady kat cluster sume tak tdo la...dah mcm ZOMBIE sakk kite....beylo masing2 pun terkuar kan...haha!!... pantat btl...and terserlah gerl kau nye sotong tady kat cluster...hahahaha!!! aku suro uat laen, laen kau uat!!! kecoh la lu minah!...and now im at hme...huhu...realie tired! and i kip on coughin la seyy...naek pedih tekak aku...haish! i dun wana get sick lei.....grrrrr!!!! okie tml i off! yyeah....finally! and i guess i gona sleep thru out the dae! haha...cx im fcuking tired! haha...okie la im gtg...too tired 2 type2 anymore....mata pun dah ZOMBIE!!! fufufu....i wana clip now...bye ppl!! muackx....

2010-06-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

aku tak tau ape salahh aku sgt kat kaw...aku tak tau knape kau benci sgt dgn aku... aku tak paham asl kau uat aku mcm gini skali...aku tak sentuh pun psl hal peribadi kau agk skg...but i dun noe whai must kau sindir2 aku seyy...ehk pls ehk, kau tak tau aku skg kae! kau tak knl aku pun skg...hw i lead a life now alone!!! kau ingt aku nie ape sak? aku pun tak suke menyusahkan org kae...AYAH? ehk, aku tak mintak la tgl dgn die...aku setakat nk tompang brape bulan je dgn die till aku dpt bilik sendiri..duduk dgn org yg aku tak kenal! puas haty kkae!!! sara? u dun even noe wads our r/s!!! ehk, aku bukan perampas mataer org la! she fucking attch 2 my own prison fren kkae!!! we are close cx we are partners!!!we wrk at de same place! we meet each other often kkae!!! tats does not mean we are together! wad the fcuk sakk!!! im sgl kkae...and im mixing ard with everyone not just her!!!! and all my prison frens treat me like their own adeq kkae!! whai cnt u jus open up ur mind? otak tak mau maty uh!! and im tired of being treating dis wae!!! salah ke aku berkawan rapat dgn pmpn laen? asl kawan rapat je mataer pe sakk?????? sial uhhhh....tak perlu sak sindir2 aku sume!!! aku tau aku hutang budi dgn kau and fams kkae....aku tak tau mcm mane nk byr balik budi tu sume!!! aku ddk kat umah AYAH pun does not mean aku lupe korg pe! aku tak bezakn die dgn papa pun! and i still respect papa more dhen others kae...co'on la....i noe wad im doing kkae....i noe im used 2 be like u all...aku pernah miskin jgk kkae....ape aku dpt skg pun atas keje keras aku keje kkae...damn!!! kau nk marah atau ape pun, jage bahase kau kkae! kau ckp mcm aku niee takde harge diri...i noe wer i belong kkae!! tapy pernah tak aku lupe u all??? aku kecik haty uh dgn bahase kaw...aku ingat after kite break, kau akan bukak otak kau dgn luas tgk sumenye tapy aku silap...kau tetap same uh!!! pemikiran kau masi same!!! kau pandang aku sebelah mate!! takpe gal....thnx alots!!! terima kasih la atas sume nie...terima kasih atas ape yg kau beri dari aku sec 4 sampai la aku dah keje!!! thnx ehkkk....

2010-06-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

heloooooo.............

okie guess kat mane adit? haha..adit kat wrk la...abeh katne? hmmm...cume adit byk lapppy je...hehe..pantat ehk adit..org keje, adit maen lappy plak..haha! adit smlm kan semangat taw report pagy2 tapy kan adit nyyte duty la sey dis wk...mcm siak..dorg tak blang adit pun...adit majok uhh...haish...

okie last wkend i spent my father's dae with shawty fams...i did have fun la kan..cume last min je plan nk jumpe dorg..kinda miss dem la seyy...agik2 adeq dhanish!! haha...cx tat tyme gy kkh kan nmpk baby, dhen mcm rindu adeq g2..haha...
so drop by jap till 7plus..i did buy cake!!! haha...pun last min jgk...haish...now adit slalu llast min plan nye..haha..otak tak btl agaknye:) haha...after everythng done we have a walk at teppi longkang:) haha...longkang pun longkang la..beta dhen nth ryte..like dohh....haha...best amek2 gmbr jap..adit mah..gler gmbr mah..haish..kkae adit beta stop it kae..haha..ard 7plus g2 adit pun take a move... adit alek amk jap,jumpe kakak......dhen alek jurong...haish..mcm pelarian la adit nie...haha...ampai jurong kul 10plus..haha..naseb ayah tak marah seyy..huhu...

ayah sowie tak ikut gy org kahwin:( adit tak sengaje..haha! nvm2 nxt tyme adit ikut kkae:) pwomish la seyy...ayah!!! sara buli adit seyy...beenci die!!! sumpahh adit benci die!! part nk mkn die idup abeh keje tolak adit!! grrrrr......boleh gler taw lau partner dgn die uat escort..haish....now pun die kat sebelah...pantat die!!! TDO AGK NIEEEEEEEEEEEEE................grrrrrrrrrr!!!! geram nye aku!!!!!!!!!!! haish...nvm2 jap agk adit nye turn plak tdo!!! okie la..batt lappy dah nk low...adit pun nk uat keje laen...tgk sara tdo kn, geram taw adit!!! die je tdo..adit tak tdo:(!!! okie, i gtg..bye!!! zzzzzzzzz

2010-06-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

yoooo....

oh shit!!! whai my nose kip bleeding sakkk??? arghhh...dun tell me tat i get effected by any of inmates??? haish...i think i nid 2 see doc seyy..damn!!!!
hmmm...my mom going JB!! hoho...and i wana go but i got YOG course going on siol...damn!!! wen cn i have my tyme with my family seyy!! arggg...sume cncel seyy last min agk!! haiyokkkk....okie i realie hope tat i got tyme with my family!! haish... okie la i gtg....

i tot i got flu but instead of tat blood yg kuar seyy..fcuk!!! i gona visit doc soon..taknak keje terjejas!! hmmmmm.................... tc dhen:(

2010-06-15T04:40:00.000-07:00

its leady 7mnth past...haiyak....somehw i still cnt get over hym yet...yupe ppl may sae im movin on greatly but deep dwn im not lo...dere alwaes in some part of my lyfe i nidd a man 2 guide me thru...but i noe i mayy not have tat man in my lyfe now...he gone....haish....now i miss hym deeply...no1 noes tat...i did smile and laugh like nth happen but deep dwn im crying al alone:(....mum did cry wen she rmbr abt dad....and wen i see the tears i admiit it pull me dwn....all tis while im pulling myself up by maself 2 be strg and dun ever looked back....haish... dad!!!! i miss yoou alots!!! i miss the touch frm you!!! i miss everything abt you!!!!grrrr.... i cnt roll de tears ryte infront my mum...i noe i nid 2 be strg in order 2 lead my family.....i nid 2 stand 4 my family now...2 be de man in de family wen i noe i somehw cnt be....

FATHER DAE cumin...!!!! grrrr....im so sad siol...fcuk uh!!!! i hate the feeling of jelesy!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fcuk la!!!!!!

2010-06-13T01:26:00.000-07:00

yohoooo!!!

kkae ferstly, i realie have fun tis wk...i dunnoe whai la kan..but i realie do lor...
hahaha...im super hapie 2 have my tis mnth pay!!it worth it tat i wrk dayy and nyte cx at de end im hapie with de pay....hahaha!!! hohoho!!! hapie la seyyy....more assignment waetin and im oso waeting for it...hahaha...beylo per adit nie..keje2 je taw..haha...i planin 2 go for holidae soon...hmmm...wer shld i go?? any idea?? hahaha... mummy pun dah tak risaw tentang adit la seyy...cx adit buktikn yg i noe hw 2 take care of myself! haha...i did tok 2 her tat im gg for holidae with my frenz...wells..mcm die kasi la seyy..hapie nye!!!! haha...i jus cnt waet la!!!! i wana go BALI!!!! cx i love tat place!!! errrr....place tat is peaceful!!! ahah...but b4 tat bdk2 prison ade plan nk gy PAINTBALL!!! hahaa..shoot shoot la kite2 kan!!! yeahhhhhhh...more fun la seyy ble sume kuar 2gther!!! one big family!!! agk2 gy kat BOTTLE TREE PARK!!!! i being waeting 2 go dere!!....hehehe...

PRISON ESCORT FAMILY!!! hehehehe.... ayte2 fun mmg fun keje jgn lupe!! ahha...okie2 tml i dun noe i kene ape shift?? haiyak....harap2 pagy...tapy lau cntinue mlm pun okie!!! best tdo kat CWP!!! hahaha....tdo ramai2 agk...BUT OF CX SUME PMPN LA KAN...ade laki pun dorg tdo kat next building...hehe..but fun, tyme bowing sume lepak2 ampai pagy lo...hahaha.. okie2 adit penat now...nak rez..chaos!!!

2010-06-11T18:27:00.000-07:00

hey....

finally i get 2 meet mama,papa and of cx keciq tu....wells...i realie dun plan it lo...tu pun nk gy mkn b4 cntinue keje mlm:) haha..jumpe dorg kat bugis...haha!!!! hoho...best sey jumpe adeq!! i miss hym alots!!! yeah2 adeq dah ade gigi!!! haha....ble abg nk dtg uuma ehk? hmmm...i think tgg adeq ade gigi sume aru adeq jumpe abg kkae...haha...mcm siak...i realie mean wad i sae lo...cx ryte now i dun wann 2 cum bck...i cnt face keciq now...i dun noe whai....hahaha...okie dun tok abt r/s leady...let it be...haish..well father dae cumin!!! haha...i cnt waet 4 de dae!!! kkae im tired nw...i gtg!!

2010-06-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

yoooo....

okie dere too mani assignment waeting for me...so hw? i feel like letting one of the assignment go sia...realie tired dok:) haish..okie now im doing great! realie great... family is my focus now...i plan 2 go for holidae with dem...but dun noe yet..i dun wish 2 plan ferst cx nnt endd up tak jady lgk...haha..so beta last mint plan:) hehe...wells..adit mah...slalu last mint nye:) hmmmmm...i wish 2 have a walk near the beach soon..so THE KECOHZ!! plan now!!!! outing!!!! hurry!!! haha..i jus cnt waet siol!!! hahaha...i realie wan seyy....kkae i gtg..bye!

2010-06-08T06:43:00.000-07:00

haha!! ni minahrep is my kecohz galfrenz!!! haha...asl gado dgn mataer je kecoh siol!!! sumpah aku tak pernah jumpe member mcm kaw siol...degel nye kaw haish!!!
mcm mane mataer kau leh tahan pun aku tak sure gal!!! but seiously, u realie kecoh sakk....org ckp jgn kau buat! haiyo!!! hahaa..but after all do tc ayte:) dun kip thinking abt ur probz wen ure in wrk:) no good tau..haha...tgk aku, dah break uat care break...tak yah nk pk2 agk dok...yupe sumtyme kau mesti teringat but jgn slalu kae..get a lyfe taw!!! if u dun like de wae he was and u leadi sae it ryte infront of hym but still nth have been done dhen lupekan je...haha..hw lng u leh sabar?? one dae u will still burst out mah...haha...and yeah u onli attch 2 hym now..tak semestinye kau kahwin pe dgn die...even hw good he is at some part or he the one tat u realie looking for but life is unfair kkae...looked up for the future..and imm sure u will find beta dhen hym..bukan ajar jahat but tis de fact...u cnt alwaes stick 2 hym...ure still young and whai put ur mindset tat he onli one in thousand out dere??haish..im sure u reading my blog ryte? ahha...read it and think kkae...anythng beep kkae..mcm biase jgk bro:) tc alwaes:))

2010-06-07T03:22:00.000-07:00

heylo...ferstly shangri la adhoc was so fun 4 me!! even i didnt sleep for 2 nytes lo...fridae (4 june) after my mornink shift i report 4 my adhoc assingment! haha..mcm tak tdo la aku kn...but i dun realie tired lo...till ard 0530hrs i start feeling like so tired...haha..hang out de duty to JRD personal at 0700hrs..took bas bck 2 base and reach at 0745hrs..haha..kimak dlm bas punye la bising siol..kecoh siol! haha..pasal sume tak tdo satu mlm lo...haha...get myself change kat locker and proceed 2 hme..naseb ade kwn nk antar dgn motor siol...cx dey noe im so tired...my grp onli me and one guy tat abg rosli...bth of us nid 2 replace 13 personal on static siol..penat tuu de max uh...trun naek sume...hais...dorg dah cukup mkkn and rest aru turn aku dgn partner plak..by de tyme its ready 0630hrs...bayang kn tru out de nyte aku tak tdo wen i jus finish my mornink shift...haha...acam baek pe? haha..mata dah mcm panda siol..reach hme je aku mandy and trus tdo...wake up at 1700hrs for 2nd nyte shift again! haha...and ape yg best is aku bgn je all my hse was empty...aku lupe mak aku gy johore jap..haha...kecoh siol aku..mandy sume and went out 2 mit sara for dinner..member pun keje mlm but kat prison...haha! went 2 singpost 2 eat mac...gemook siol aku gini!! ahha..dhen at 1945hrs report again for shangri la adhoc...haha...same team again! yeah...and same thing 2 do..replace 13 personal in static lo...haish...drg je rest aku takyah..haha..tapy dis tyme partner aku baek kul 0300hrs die uro aku gy rest...waet till he kol me dhen i cum bck lo...tgg punye tgg aku terdo la...haha...siak kan...bangun kul 0400hrs dhen aku report bck and ask my partner 2 rest lo..and i do de replacement all de 13 personal...mcm superman aku tau...replacement till 0700hrs aru stand dwn....aku mkn biscuit je sakkk...kimak btl...haish...naseb2...but after all i did have fun! hoho...dpt bbl dgn police2 yg step2 garang padahal punye la kecoh...haha...aleq je sampai base jumpe si sara agk...dhen we go for breakfast again kat mac...tu minahrep ingat aku muke mac pe..jumpe je mac sakk..haish..lek2 dgn diee and si jam...abg jam uh..haha...till 12plus...have our lunch...MAC AGIK!!! grrrr.penat aku...dhen went bck hme...naseb mak aku dah aleq seyy if not aku soang2 agik...hmmm..tdo jap for 2hrs..bgn at 3plus 2 pld...amek uniform alek...and yeah i did dgr masalah si minahrep tu...problem die dgn mataer die...aku dah ckp mataer nie sume buang mase! haha...tgk aku cool je...nk pk mataer2 nie sume uatpe..haish...siak je aku....LOVE IS NOT EVERYTHNG TILL U WANA END ALL UR ENTIRE LYFE...

if he or she alwae sae tat u will never live without dem dhen kau tgk kat die yg even korg dah lame 2gether but does nt mean korg break u will still hope 2 be with dem....show 2 dhem dey are totally wrg....cx dey will take advantage to it...even im doing it...i know i cnt but i did tgk kn yyg i cn continue my lyfe normally...i dun nid a replacement...i jus nid my fam and frens...kip urself busy and end of it u enjoy urself...mcm skg aku uat...keje2 mcm nk maty jus 2 kip myself awae frm LOVE!!! haha....okie la till here... im tired!!! and i wana eat alots!!! nowdaes asyek lapar je!! haha!!! see you again:)

2010-06-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

keciq....2 be frank, i leady 4gve u long tyme ago...i dun wana lead a lyfe with regrets over me...wad happen is leady past...no used of kip thinking abt it leady.. u jus hurting ur hart...and of cx i dun wana u 2 kip hurting urself...i wan u 2 lead a better lyfe...i noe u cn do it...as for me, im doing well now...and mmg adit maseh sygkn keciiq tapy haty adit dah beku..haty adit dah sekeras batu....i shut my hart 4 love now....bukan adit dah benci keciiq till i dun wana mit u up but i jus dun wan too....i try 2 stay as frens but u end de frenship...and yet u dun wish 2 meet me again...i dun mind kkae...now i wan u 2 focus on studies...not love...i wan u to do well kkae...and do tc abt urself kkae...mkn obat wen ur sick and stuff..dun jus let it be kkae....till here dhen....kirim salam sume kkae...

salam syg:)

2010-05-31T05:43:00.000-07:00

erm...keciq i hope u have a safety trip 2 hong kong ayte...do take care wen ur dere...and dun worie abt me...i will take good care of myself...and yea u leady grow up..im sure u cn do ur stuff without me guiding u...after all u cn decide wad de best 4 urself kkae..jus dun get urself hurts kkae..stay hapie alwaes:) and dun worie i wont put ur fams in ur probs kkae...i will be visiting dem soon...but dun noe wen was it..cx i totally busy wrking now...kkae till here..tc keciiq:)

2010-05-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

to be frank now, if u think u wana let go of diis frenship by all means...i wont stop any decision you make...cx i know even i stop somehow u still mean it...lau org dah tak suke jgn nk hegeh2 agk....tats wad i learnt by hard...thns 4 loving me...thnx 4 takin care of me all tis while...u have grown up..and im hapi 2 see u grown up till u cn make up ur own decision.....and yeah ur love story will never had de ending part...sume yg bermule pasty ade yg berakhir...mayb dis is de ending...even somehow its painful or hurtful but i believed tat dere are better in future....dun live with regrets lyke wad u sae...and now i dun live my life with regrets but im thankful tat once in my life i have know some1 like u....seseorang yg ajar adit erti susah senang....u leady go thru all dis with me..now its de best if u going thru with others....and im sure u cn learnt more frm others kae...perpisahan pasty ade pertemuan...u pilih utk pergy dary hidup i dan mungkin 1 hary kite pasty bertemu jgk....mungkin di mase dan keadaan yg berbeza....i will kip all de memoies with u deep dwn me...sekali cinta aku tetap cinta....:) now adit taknk pikirkan hal2 cinta...jalan cinta adit dah habes....adit dah buang jauh rase cinta utk sume kkae... cx i know i failed now and i will alwaes failed..cheer up ayte:) and sesungguhnye adit pun rindukn keciiq...bulan yg penuh selaluu ingatkn adit kat keciiq...cx tu saksi cinta adit kat keciiq on 15july2007... and tis date will alwaes be meaningful to me kkae...tis 15july2010 will be de memorial day 4 me:)) tc keciiq:) i will kip on blogging 2 let u noe abt my life ayte...check it out:)

2010-05-23T04:19:00.000-07:00

hey..im hapie tat u leady move on with others..dere no nid 2 sae sowie 2 me..cx i dun even feel de hurts..haty adit dah keras mcm batu like wad u sae b4...i still remember de dae u sae," kenape susah sgt adit nk buka pintu haty utk org laen"? adit tak pernah kasi peluang utk org laen mencintai adit...haha! and i dun even sae a sgl wrds wen u sae tat 2 me...now im gona sae whai i dun gve others a chance 2 love andd be loved by me...i know u gona read tis post...wells, its simple kae...i lost confident 2 love ppl kae...i once love my 4yrs ex so much...and i admit i still cnt get over her..so i cnt love others wen my hart dun realie 4 others.i cn lied 2 others but nt 2 myself...so whai must i gve others a chance 2 love me wen i dun love dem ryte? pls la kkae...im hapi w my lyfe now...i dun nid loves now...so stop staring at me deep in my eyes kkae...im super hapie now...i dun even have de feeling of sad kkae..i know u will sae tat deep in my eyes i feel lonely...yupe its true..im lonely...but i gt wrks tat make me busy...im good in doing outdoor assignment cx im sure all my adhoc members will nvr let me feel lonely...i still smiling..cn u see tat almost everydae i kip smiling??? haha!! i laugh out loud! so yea..im leading my lyfe hapilly now...i nvr get hurts and i dun hurts others too...dun ever try 2 open up my hart 2 loves kae..cx it will nvr be...lastly, wish u all de best kkaae..treasure hym kkae...we still frens k..dun worie...ur cute boii will alwaes be dere wen u nid:)) haha!! lepas nie no more of cubit2 pipi adit kkae..nnt khai jeles la plak kan...but waet i more cute dhen hym kkae..haha!! hensem lgk aku!! muakakaka!!! admit it or deny it? hahaha!!!lepas satu balak!! hahaha....oppsss!! SMILE LA BODOH!! JGN BUAT MUKE SEDIH KAW KAT AKU EHKK...AKU SEPAK NNT!!!
tc..

AdeQ KeciiQ:))

2010-05-22T17:47:00.000-07:00

kipping my daes busy so tat i dun nida thinkin abt loves...
i know you wana be so close 2 me...i noe you wana win my hart
but somehow i dun wish 2 be in love again...i leady gve up on my ex and of cx LOVE..
so pls dun try ur luck anymore kkae..im hapi 2 be sgl... im hapi tat i cn lead my lyfe hapily w/o having a partner...now i started 2 think whai must i have a partner? when i noe i will nvr have tyme 4 her..so whai must i go ard and find love? love will cum and go....haha!! wad u cn see deep dwn me? mmg adit tak smbng..but somehw i dun realie smile at any gals tat gt their eyes on me...you sae im handsem? hmm...thnx 4 dat..and you sae tat dere will be alots of gals tat gg aftt me..yupe its true!!! but i dun wana be in love anymore...yea.. you may sae im stupid...even my guys partner sae so...cx all gals tat gg aft me is pretty ladies...they very HOT LADIES! i admit it..but i dun noe whai i cnt have de feeling of loving dem more as a frens...i know their hoping 2 be with me somehw but im sowie im not realie in love for now....so stop trying ayte? cx i dun wana hurt anyone or gve any hopes...lead ur lyfe hapily...and find beta person kae:) im not tat special kkae..i dun mind if u gals wana be frens...but dun be frens with me with de feeling of loviing me inside...klau nk kwn dgn adit biar iklas kkae...bukan dgn ade perasaan syg or suke kat adit...adit taknk ade perasaan lebih dar kwn atau adeq&kakak kkae:) pls??? sowie lau adit dah byk kali reject korg2 sume kkae:) to nana, sara, syekin,rina,farhana and fatin im sowie tat i hurt u somehw...i knw i dun realie tok 2 u gals after knowing tat u gals gg aft me 4 love...and even fite with each other abt me...i dun wana tis 2 happen again...dun try 2 win my hart kae..mcm adit ckp i close my hart for LOVES kkae...so dun cum and sae at my ears tat wrd "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" KKAE? HAHA!! im hapi 2 knw u all...im hapi 2 be frens...haiyak!!! whai must be LOVES tat kip u gals far apart frm each other wen u gals like sisters sia...i dun understand........damn!!!! adit lyn korg sume same..takd3 yg special pn...pls ladies stop al dis kae...:)))

2010-05-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

i didnt expect tat you will treat me dis wae...u dun even bother abt me anymore...hmmm...3yrs 10mnth with you esiit a waste? haish..i noe im not perfect like wad u wan..i cn gve u wad u wan...cnt alwaes bbe dere 2 sttand 4 u each tyme u nid me...but i did try...i did try 2 be alwaes dere 4 u...i noe lotts of my tyme is on my wrks..but does nt mean tat i dun nid you in my life like i alwaes did...im wrking hard 2 lead a beta lyfe...i dun wan our lyfe 2 remain dis wae...i noe i kip u waeting...its my fault too...i jus nid ur patient in it...but now its all too late 2 change things...you leady far apart frm me...wen im trying 22 be close to you even im busy sometyme...i noe i dun even show u tat i nid ur trust in loving me...but i guess u shld noe mee beta...3yrs with me, dun tell me tat u dun even noe me wells...i may not sae but atleast i did show...mayb not realie in your eyes kkae...whai must we end de rs so soon???? do u realie love me? haish!!! u leady gve up on me...haish...so tats mean u dun even love me now...de feeling is no longer dere...haish...if tats so, i willing 2 let u go dhen seeing u suffer...go shawty and find ur hapiness...im sure u cn...and im sure tat ure much hapie without me...jus tc gd care of urself kaee..dun let urself gets de same hurts over again with others... tc love..thnx de memories we had....15july will alwaes be remember:)

2010-05-15T01:00:00.000-07:00

i miss hym alots....dah 6 bulan bpk tglkn kite sume...dan dlm mase nie jugak la byk yg terjady...i juss miss 2 have u ard...adeq cemburu tgk kebahagian org laen dgn bbpk drg sendiri..wen i dun have it now...am i too young 2 lose you dad? ppl kip asking me hws my dad doin now or askinng abt you..and wen i tell dem tat ure gone, its seems tat dey are shock 2 hear tat...and wad dey sae, "kesian masi muda tapy dah takde bpk...no wonder u stp studying and strt wrking...2 stand 4 family"...even dey are proud of me but its hurts me....i lose you wen im jus starting 2 noe wads lyfe...and now i leady have a hard tyme 2 strt a wrking lyfe and even 2 noe de outside wrld...im leady wana gve up when i get 2 noe abt my health condition...more and more probs i counted now dad....ppl are pushing me hard....and now ppl are leaving me alone....wen i nid their help 2 hold me so tat i cn stand strng...u alwaes sae tat wen u leave me, dere will alwaes ppl hu will stand up wit me but now dere no1 dad!!! i laugh and cry by myself....i wana shout out loud bt i cnt....dad, if u are ard now i wnt have 2 lead a lyfe dis wae...its too hard 4 me 2 maintain everythng..i cnt gve up cx i noe if i gve up, no1 will stand 4 de family....haish...dad gve me support 2 lead de lyfe....doakan la adeq....haish....15th of every mnth will alwaes make me cry...and even now im crying by myself

2010-05-14T22:12:00.000-07:00

heyy ppl....

its hurts tat u treating me tis wae...but wad cn i do now? nothing! dhen jus stay dis wae...u dun even bother 2 ask abt my health now...hmmm....nvm la...if u wan 2 be dis wae, i wnt stop u again...lead the lyfe u wan too...dun worie i will take good care of myself...hais....i miss the old you dear...jus de old you...

tc dear:)

i love you deeply

2010-05-12T03:57:00.000-07:00

heyy...sowie 4 not update my blog...my blog kinda dead huh? haha..i agree abt it..muakaka..wells now busy wrking..no tyme 2 even touch my lappy...huhu...wrking realie suck la seyy...my wrks dun evenn care abt tymin...yeah tats wad i cn admit it la...of cx we wrk more we earn even more:)) haha...

to my shawty, im sowie 4 not spending much tyme on you...not tat i dun wan 2 but im wrks alwaes pull me awaes frm you...not tat onli u i dun spend tyme with..even my fams...i dun realie have tyme 4 dem:( hais....i will try 2 find a waes 2 settle it yaw:)...yeah it will tat sometyme:) i hope u will alwaes be dere 4 me...even in thick and thin kkae:) bby, i love you...i dun wana lose you...hmmm....u may think tat you dun even noe hu am i now after seeing my changes..but deep dwn im still de same...de old me...hais....open up ur eyes kkae dear....kkae till here..
i gtg now..
tc ppl
dun take drug yaw..
& drink dun drive:) hahaha!!

150707

2010-04-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

heyylooo!!! sowie abt late updates...
kinda busy nowdaes..

well, now im very the busy with wrks...haha!!
tak kire waktu siol keje...haha!! but i did enjoy wrkin la..
tak kaye naseb la kann..haha...1wk 1 off dae:)acam? gerek pe?
almost every sun im doin adhoc la seyy..12hrs assignment outside prison:)
cool siol!! 0400-1630hrs or 0600-2230hrs..siol ryte??
but wen met up with frens outside, paisehh sioll...
wearing full uniform sia...so the paisehh..hahaha!!

ystd get my new uniform! i love it siol...serious!! haha!!
i cnt waet 4 my pay dae!! wohooo!!! go shopping la seyy!!! muakakaka!!!
anw my life more completed wen there you in my life!!! i love you deeply dear:)
u may not see how much i miss you..i know im very busy with wrk, till u have 2 be so alone:) but i pwomish u, wen im free i will make a dae 4 u ayte:))) smile bby:)

ayte i gtg! kinda tired la seyy..i gt panda eyes!! muakakakaka!! everydaes slip atleast 5hrs onli:) fuyoooohhh!! ROBOT SIOL!!! muakaka!! tc ppl..will updates wen im free yaw:))

2010-04-03T19:31:00.000-07:00

heyyy...i will be updating the blog soon ayte:)
im kinda busy ryte now:)
but ppl do tc alwaes yaw...
love and miss all of uuuu...

SHAWTY KECIIQ! MUAHHHHHHHHH!!! AHHAAH...
IM CRAZIE OVER YOU:)))

MEMORIES OF MYRADIT 14022010

2010-03-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

Ku harus menemui cintaku
Mencari tahu hubungan kita
Apa masih atau tlah berakhir

Chorus:
Kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana
Kasih�
Sampai kapan kau gantung
Cerita cintaku memberi harapan
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu

Detik-detik waktu pun terbuang
Teganya kau menggantung cintaku
Bicaralah biar semua pasti

Chorus

Tentunya hubungan cinta denganmu
Membuat ku sakit
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu

FRM TIS SONG U NOE HW MUCH I LOVE U...EACH TYME OF MINE KIP THINKING OF U...
EACH TYME U LEAVE ME ALONE WITHOUT ANY WRDS...
AND EVERSINCE WE BROKE UP U DUN EVEN GVE ME ANY FINAL ANS TAT I LOOKING FOR...
THE NAME MYRADIT WILL ALWAES BE REMEMBER...EVEN A SHORT TERMS WITH U, U DID CHANGE A PERSON LYFE...THNX ALOTS..U TEACH A PERSON WADS THE MEANING OF LOVES...
I HAVE NO CHOICE DHEN 2 LEAVE U...ITS PAINFUL 2 DO IT BUT ITS MORE PAINFUL 2 STAY TIS WAES...EVEN I LOVE U, U WNT EVEN SEE THRU IT...DEEP DWN ME..DEEPLY ON MY EYES EACH TYME II LOOKED IN UR EYES...TC GAL..

U WILL ONLI REALISE TAT U LOVE A PERSON WEN THE PERSON IS NO LONGER DERE..
WISH U ALL DE BEST...PULL URSELF UP EACH TYME U FACE DE FAILURE IN LYFES AYTE...DUN EVER GVE UP...HAPIE WROKING TOO:) HOPE 2 SEE U ARD IN FUTURE:))

Prince MyrAdit...

2010-03-21T00:16:00.000-07:00

heyy ms.smiley...
adit windu kamu taww!! we onli spend tyme 4 a short tyme aje...haish...after all i enjoying it with you...told u leady u make my dae sia...i love 2 see a smile on your faces...itts damn sweet dear..serious!!! hahaha..mcm nk gigit g2 sak pipi awk...hahaha....wells dear soon u gona p.o.c...you will be bck at sats soon...haha..padan muke dah strt wrk...wells, im sure both of us mesti busy gler...aha..off pun tak same nye! haish! must deal wit it alryte! haha..dear, dun worie i wont play behind you kkae..i dun noe whai with u, each dae of mine have change...btl2 change..as in after wrk i will st8 away wen home instead of hanging ard..hmm...u change me..like i told you...even ure hapie with my new attitude now...no more fite with anyone...i manage 2 cntrl my anger..haha...damn you! but bby, after all i wana thnx u so much...atleast i have noe myself now...hee...bby! mit up soon kkae...of cx during my off dae la kan! haha..shld be in wkend! yeappie!! kite amek off on wkend cx im sure we cn mit up nye! haha...im so loving you dear!! haha...ayte.. i wana slip now! tc dear:)) awkkk!!! SMILE:) hahaha....muahhhhhhhh!!!

memories 3yrs bck....

2010-03-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

i miss the memories we had 3yrs ago....
the daes tat we spend with each other....
the tears tat we shed 2gther wen both of us have 2 be apart...
we alwaes sae this "how far apart we are, how bad our rs are, we will nvr let go of our hands"...cx when our hands be oone tat means our hart are 2gther...we stand by ourself....2 hold tite our loves....we nvr gve up 2 fite against hu hate us 2gther...hu wants us 2 be aparts...ble hati dh bersatu, cinta bersemi jua...

but wer all tis now? wer all our pwomish go? u sae tis "even i did bullshit wit u,u nvr let me go...cx ur hart is belongs to me no matter how u move on....but now?? wer all dis? now kau buang aku mcm g2 je....now i know wadever u sae will nvr be true...u change after since u know de world outside..u change after u being st8...
i dun mind u beiing st8 but eversince tat u nvr treat me like aku penting agk utk kau..aku kecik haty ble aku tgk perubahan dalam diri kau...tapy ape daya aku, aku hanye pendam kan perasaan ku....aku wiindu diri kau yg dulu....diri kau yg penuh dgn kasih syyg...hais...now, i jus wishh u all de best...tc of urself..i will go..cx now pun u wont stop me anymore....thnx 4 everythng....

MyrAdit Smiley!!!

2010-03-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

bhy, i love you so much!!!! hahaa...will meet you again!!! muahhh ms.smiley!!!

2010-03-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

I MISS ALL OF DEM SIA!!! TYME C.A AND DIVISION IS DIFFERENT!!! HAIXXX!!!! GT NO TYME 2GETHER! GUYS!! PLAN 4 OUTING SOON AYTE! HAHAHA....KINDA MISS ALL OF YOU!!! HOHO!!!

kau tak mungkin fahami

2010-03-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

anis..

u tak kan tahu hw much i love you...now im jus destroy my life...i admit i change alots now...im no longer the person u noe dulu...im not the person u used 2 love...its jus not me now...u alwaes tot each tyme im with others i will be hapie...hapie den im used 2 be with you...YOU ARE WRG! yeah tekaan u mmg tetap...adit slalu senang dgn org laen....but will u ever noe hw i feel deep dwn? i dun think so...i may show u tat im so in love with tat person but deep down im jus like idiot...hw am i gona love her wen my hart onli have u? do u ever think of it? each tyme i break up with others i alwaes turn 2 u?? cx i noe tat m hapiness and loves is frm u...ferst love will nvr be the same....she may win me,but not ma hart..im jus sharing wit her de love...but my hart not hers..and worst her hart too not with me...kte mataer cx we each other looking 4 love...she being hurts by a guy tat she loves de most..same goes 2 me...haish!!! i dunn wish 2 see u go dear...i still nid u and de love...plishhh!!! haish!!!

im jus maself now...

2010-03-03T03:58:00.000-08:00

heyy....

i cnt believe tat u will think tat i realie move on..you shld noe me better...yesh! u cn see tat im hapie with her...hapie 2 have her by myside...but will u ever noe hw i feel deep dwn? yesh, she a loving person...but..i jus wana 2 be loved...guess wad i let maself being tymer with a pure guy...hais..tats so stupid of me...u noe tat i nvr wan 2 be tymer...but now...i let myself being one of it...wen ppl hear tat, dey were like, wtf! why am i so stupid 2 go 4 tat kind of gal...whai? i just dun noe whai i turn up tis wae....i shared the same gf wit others....haish...am i so sttupid? or im jus like an idiot? haish..i dun noe la!!! im just nt me now...i dun noe wer adit or ifiez is now??? haihs!! tis is jus not me...cn anyone jus help me??? huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku stressssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lost the trust 2 be in love now!!! i jus forcing myself 2 be in love!!!! WTFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its unfair 4 me

2010-02-27T09:43:00.000-08:00

heyyy...i dun noe wad 2 sae wen i read ur blog...u have him 2 cheer u up...hw abt me.? u tot im having fun with others but do u realie noe wads in my harts? no!!! im glad tat he change u...and im glad tat he dere wen u nid someone..im sure de love will grow between u and hym....i dun mind letting u go....im sure u will be happie wit hym....take care of hym well...dun make mistake tat u did in the past...i guess u dun nida me now...i will take a move now...leading the wae i wan it..as 4 u, dere hym tat cn take care of u kae. rmbr the promise we make? i onli move on wen i noe tat u having a hapi life with others den me...and now i cn see tat...so whai must i hang on 2 it? i have 2 move on...dun worie abt me...take care dear...thnx 4 everythng:)) the memories of us will alwaes in my hart...the love will nvr fate in my hart too....15july2007 wwill be alwaes in ma mind...the date tat i will rmbr cx tat the date im belong 2 u...haisx..... tats all 4 now...

untuk mu ayah

2010-02-16T15:45:00.000-08:00

(i miss you)

heyy peeps....sowie 4 nt update my blog...well its kinda dead uhh? haha..
im kinda busy now daes...still going thru camps...left wit a fews more daes..damn fast sia...haha!! i tot wen im in camp its will be scuk but its not...i learnt alots during the camps...alots of new stuff i learnt frm it...its all abt life...
the life tat i wana it 2 be...if i wana have a better life i nida go 4 it...not just sit dwn and waet....i alwaes tot tat wrking life is much better den schling but now i think tat schling life is much better den wrking life...i admit i miss all my schling tymes...now dere no such thng of turning bck of tyme...i nida looked 4wrd 2 get better lifes....goin thru ups and dwns...its all abt life!! huhu!!! cnt waet wads im up to lata!! haha

wells...ryte now i miss someone...someone tat alwaes dere 4 me...someone tat make me smile...someone tat alwaes teach me abt life...survire is wad he use 2 teach me...DADDY!!! i miss you alots...berkat restu bpk adeq dah berjaye...adeq akn buktikn yg i cn stand by maself 2 lead the family...thnx dad 4 everythng...even ure far awae, ure still in my hart...kau masi hidup dihati dan jiwa ku....im staying strong cx i noe ure inside me...cinta dan kasi syg ku dah tawar...aku mati dlm cinta...kerna takde cinta yg sejati dari cinta bpk pade adeq...ku kunci pintu hati untuk cinta demi mengejar cita-citaku...menghidungkn impian mu...sampai akhirnya aku kehilangan nye....namun takde makne bagiku sume tu slaen menghidungkn impian bpk ku....

hapi valentine's day

2010-02-13T18:13:00.000-08:00

hey gerl...i kiinda miss you alots...i noe i did alots of mistake wen im with you...but still i learn it by hard...after all i love you more ....u shld noe tats imyy love 4 u is true...eaach tyme with u, u make me gone crazy...haish....i love you dear!!! hope tat we will stay 4ever...HAPI VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! tml our 4yrs 8mnth!!!

ifiez&icah Dhanish!!!

whaii tis happen?

2009-12-18T15:14:00.000-08:00

hais...todae nvr went out..
i wan too but its raining...
so jus stay at hme and update my blog and stuff..

bby, im so fed-up wit you wen i noe tat u mitting her..(ur ex)
you meet her on thurs and jus todae i know it...worst!! i know it maself...
gosh!! u know how fed-up it is...haish!!! now u cume dpt ckp i tak paham u..
den hw abtt you? do u noe everythng abt me? NO!
i dun mind you cntct wit her..as a frens ya i knw...
but wen u meet her even wit ur adeq2 atleast let me noe...
even i, i told you everythng...i jumpe sape...uat ape..everythng...
i nvr kip it till tmr...even kite tgh gado pun...
haishh!!! i dun noe la...im getting tired cx of tis...
8 more daes...i jus cnt waet..mayb in de camp i cn find my peace!

and i dun noe wad gona happen out dere wen im inside...grrrr!!! tyme-out? i dun wan too!!! but smhw i feel like wana be alone...not cx i found smone new now..she gt nth 2 do wit tis too...haish! dun noe la...

kwn, if you still love her i dun mind of letting her go...cx mayb u guys are mean 2 b 2gether..jus tat i went in between u ppl...hmmm...nvm..i will find wae out 2 sort the probs... tc ayte...

i gtg..damn tired! bye..chaos!

i miss everyone!!

2009-12-17T11:56:00.000-08:00

heyyy!!! i miss bloggin nowdaes! hahaha...wells been bussy now daes...

ystd i jus went for my medical check up:p ...wit suez....hahaha...die teman adit la seyy.. gf cnnt make it cx she nida tmn my mummy..haha..too bad dear:p ...im sure u ppl wonder whaii i went for check up... wells i will be away for 7wks siakkk.... tis cumin 28...gosh! one daes aft my 1st mnth ann wit nura!!! the reason for the camp is i take the jobs as cisco APO....and i nida go thru camp 4 7wks lo....haisss...tatss long huh? haiss....but nvr mind i still cn endure...adit strng la seyy..serious! hahaha.. wells i gona miss everyone...hais...

suez!!!!!!!! i miss you alots!!! serious even now wen ure jus beside me but still i miss you badly...i dun noe wad gona happen wen im in the camp...for sure its hard 4 me too go...but i have tooo...

dis 24 i will be goin kubur...visit my late father kubur...haisss...onli tuhan noees tat i miss hym...realie2 miss hym:( i miss the moment ii with hym! haisss...bpk, even ur far awae im still love u...de love and memoriees willl nvr fade...hmmm..doa kn adk berjaye ayte...amin!! ayte2..im damn tired now...i gtg..will update soon:) tc ppl...and of cx adit miss everyyone!!!

2009-11-26T05:06:00.000-08:00

Adit & Qaseh Nura:)

hye!!! im bck aft a long long long tyme nvr update!! hahaha...well ryte now im doin nth...jus rmbr tat i nida update my blog...my end of year exams jus ard de corner! 4 more daes 2 go....gosh!! damn scared tat i cld nt make it..but still i will try my best yaw!!! adit never gve up!!! hahaha... rtye now...i just miss my daddy!!! if onli he still ard i wontt be tat bored...haish!! dad!!! i miss u so much!!! arghhhhh......stress saye!!!

tmr is hari raye haji!!! gosh!!! went i hear the prayers tears dropping seyy...realie cnt believe tat daddy is no longer ard....haish!!!! i cnt cntrl myself seyy....haish!!! dad, jus hopin tat u doin find dere...no matter hw far the distance between us u alwaes in my hart and i will alwaes miss u dad!!! i love you!!!

2009-11-24T19:22:00.000-08:00

hey peeps....so sowie 4 nt updates my blogs tis few mnths...kinda busy wit my own stuff and lyfe...so mani thngs have happens...damn fast....last mnth i broke up wit my gf on my bdae...jus cx of small misunderstanding....i try hard 2 hold but i cnnt...so letting her go is the best...on tat day i went 2 sch wit my eyes reds...kip crying all the wae...gving others a fate smile on my face....jus 2 make the daes fun and enjoyable....but deep down its hurts me alots...haish...what a biggest present i have on tis 18th bdae...

on 15 nov 2009, i lost sm1 i love most....some1 tat alwaes dere 4 me up adn dwns...keeping me safe day and nites....my dad passed awae on ttis date at 9pm sharp....i was so damn shocked tat he will leave me b4 i return 2 hym bck the loves he gve me...dad, i miss you damn much...i promise u tat i will study hard and sucess in lyffe....iim here standin up 4 u dad...cx of loving u....semoga tuhan ampuni dosa2 mu...amin...

one & only buddy

2009-08-06T11:12:00.000-07:00

hey buddy! thnx 4 ur advise..well i will take care of myself...yup2 im enjoying my daes...hmmm..kipping each dae of mine busy playing soccer....well, buddy i miss you for sure...we been apart now...but yet i will nvr forget you...almost 2yrs! cnnt waet 4 it...buddy, i wish u all the best kay...im sure ure hapie now...and im sure ur baby cn take good care of u....and im glad she did it...hapie alwaes dear:) i dun wana 2 c u cry kkae...hahaha...guess wad, wenever i miss u, i will look at our pics and tat make me remind me of u..ur laugh...merajok lgk tau! hahaha....seriously i miss u deeply....having u by myside have brighten my daes...even not now...but i feel u will alwaes be myside kn,kn,kn?? wells....i gota go....will mit u again buddy!!! i miss u alots!!!!! alots!!!! alots!!!!! hehehe...

i may not be the "perfect person",
dat u are looking for...
nor even the
"BEST" among
them...
but surely im a
person..
who will alwaes care for you
buddy!!!!! 1yr 8mnth!!!

2009-07-19T16:08:00.000-07:00

hey peeps! sowie 4 not updating my blogs nowdaes..kinda busy with my sch...wana noe wad happen 2 me 4 my first wks of re-open sch?? check it out guys!!!

i kena fine 4 smoking sia...fcuk sia....cnt imagine hw i ts happen...early in the morning infront of my schmates sia....wth....i realie fed up tat tyme!! somemore im in the rush to cls...leady late 4 1hr yet kena fine...wad a bad dae 4 me sia...hais....aft all tat, i ran into the cls...sweating like hell...hais...my teaher start 2 lecture me 4 comin late..i try 2 xplain but...haixxxx...jus 4get it...do my prac wit the rest of my cls mate..again! my hand get injured sia...wth!! stupid machine!! grrr!! damn angry tat tyme...in the aftnoon my teacher kol me abt the mornink incident...yeah, i do xplain 2 hym wad happen...but seem tat he dun realie believe my xplanation...haix....wad 2 do...so he ask me 2 waet 4 the letter...HSA letter sia! i gona die sooon...very soon!! hahaha...cnt imagine hw i gona xplain 2 my paraents abt the matter...gosh!!!! help!!! help!!!

haix...so mani happen 2 me sia...bad luck siol!!! but nvm..still manage 2 cheer up...
hope u guess enjoy readin! will update soon!!! very soon!! but onli wen im free! haha! take care ppl! chaos!!!!!

The Matter Of Tyme

2009-07-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

sick of trying and tired of crying....
if i noe ure jus hurting me, i will never love u more den myself...
wad de point of all de lies? wad u realie get from tat????
the first tyme i noe eu. i noe tat ure jus a person tat cum and go...
i already get the ans tat i wan...and now i have make a decision....
tat decision u already noe urself....
i hate u 4 sure even i do love u in the past...but wad all tat...
goodbye!!!! loves jus hurts!

(:

2009-07-07T10:03:00.000-07:00

I've been neglecting my blog. Sorry for that.

School was superb. Especially the moments i get to meet up with my friends. Update one anothers about stuff which was left out. Anyway, new timetable was given and almost everyday i ended late. Well, i've decided to un-private my blog anyway. Heeees.

Nothing more to update. I'm blank so bye(:

When there a way.

Enjoying my holiday.

2009-06-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the super lack for updates.

Just had a changed of blogskins. A simple one. Jyeah. Lifes been good for me. Even if its not that great, lifes still got to move on. And how about u guys? Sure enjoying your holiday. Most of all i'm busy with soccer & tracks ever since sch holiday started. But at least it do occupied my day. Alright. I miss all my friends. Yeah, my clique especially.

Okay, as for just now, lunch with my soccer mates. Afterwhich, slack awhile for few hours and i headed down to ABC to meet my friends. Yeah. I bet i'll seldom updates on blog but i'll try not to. So take care peeps(:

adit+ifiez=MYSELF!!

2009-05-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

helooo!! sowie 4 late updates!! as usual....busy! busy! busy! haha....well..sch? super fun! haha! kena debar! wad a fish! haha...nah! dun gve a damn..no matter wad im havin fun gg 2 sch! cx now daes mani2 funny things happen! serious! get 2 noe mani2 new frens..frm different course! hahaha! and and i get 2 noe tis gal! hairah! well...lawa jgk la ehk! watever!! hahaha...k la till here..gt nth 2 write leady...BLANK!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...

BUDDY! why u change??????u leave me witout a sgl words..haish!!! takpe lah.... i jus dun believe it will happen!!!!!! grrrrr!!!!!ARE WE STILL BUDDY?? de ans is in ur hands..and im still waeting 4 AIN yg adit kenal dulu...1yr 5mnths....no matter wad ain, im hapie 2 see u hapie...deep down me..u shld noe it...haishhhhh....wish u all de best kk..tc aite!

to someone.
thnk 4 de comments abt my attitude...well i will put in effort 2 improve on it...and sowie if i have change alots kk....no matter wad im still de one u noe before kk... a cheerful person! yeah! wadever!! haha...and im being sooo sarc? well...yeah i noe it...i myself dun noe why i being tis wae...things has change so do ppl yah....k la..anythng awk, jus beep me yeah..i noe u will read tis post..hehe! nuuruulll!!! muah2!!!

2009-04-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys! sowie for not updates..being busy wit sch and frens..
well sch being so busy 4 mie...alots of projects here and dere...
having cca almost everydaes/own soccer traninig..hehe! will update more soon ya..till here...im having lesson while update de blog at de same tyme..hehe!

awk! i miss you alots seyy...alots...more den u do..hehe..oppsy! soo shy2!! awk!!! i miss every moment wit u...all de hugs and kiss...haix! i jus missing u tat much! will mit ya again kk...adit syg kamu!!!! muah! till here....tc ppl!

2009-04-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

Right now, i'm kinda happy with my life. No matter what, life still got to go on. Yeah, and im agree with that. I'm doing nothing except for updating my blog plus changing of blogskins. yeah. A sinple and sweet skins. Haha, Macam paham!

Yesterday met up with Nurul sweetheart. Last minute i went on calling Buddy. Actually, i'm going out but since there is no plan so i called buddy up. She offered me & Nurul along to Marina Barage. Met Atiq & Ain in the evening. Oh yar, plus his sis & boyfie! Reached and i swear it is nice. haha. We walked for few distance and took a rest at each place. Eventho the weather is not that windy, i still had fun. Atiq was being that funny kid. Haha, my mataer. Biaserlahh. Lols(: Make a move at 9 plus and cabbed home.

As for Nurul, i hope she enjoyed her day. And sweety, its nice hanging out with you!

I'll update the picture soon(:

Siti Rohayu!

2009-04-11T15:33:00.000-07:00

Adit Danish is here!

I know i've not been updating my blog. Its kinda plain. & i'm totally aware of that too. I'm not in the good health right now. Somehow sick out of sudden. Same thing happen over & over again. Please understand my condition. Yes, i'm feeling so weak. Super weak. I do miss my friends & gf. Like duh. Do aware of that aye. I would like to meet them somehow but just that i am feeling not right. Yes Girlfriend, I FREAKING MISS YOU ALOT! Geee. Alright alright.

Anyway, schools gonna reopen. I wonder how things gonna be like? Changed or remained the same? Hopefully, it will remain as per last time. I wouldnt wanna things to changed each time there is holiday. Plus having problems everywhere. Urghh, annoying freak.

Half of my mind is thinking of something. Help me erase it away from my mind. Help? Hope it is not true. Just pray hard oh yeah! I'm tired of getting sick. so yeap. Hoping to see you guys soon. Like what i've said, kinda soon otey? I miss girlfriend! Serious. Lup You!

^AditYue^

2009-04-04T14:41:00.000-07:00

first of all, im super duper bored..stayin at hme 4 2 daes...tats was my first tyme stayin at hme doin nothing..jus passing by de tymes...spending tyme chatting wit precious&buddy..... dey cheer me up wen im bored seyy...anw im gettin sick again...hahaha! like alwaes yaw...cum bck frm town ystd ma sis sae tis"adeq ur sick ehk"? jus cx ma face is pale..haish...plan 2 have window shoppin but since im sick we went home straight...reach hme at 4 plus msg precious sae im at hme and wana rest...hehe...didn't tell her im sick...i jus told her wen im awake...ard 6plus..haha...she wake me up:)

grrr!! i cnt get enough slp seyy..havin cough and fever at nyte..haish..precious chat wit me on de phone till abt 1plus...den i ask her 2 slp..she wana me 2 slp first but i cnt,,,haish...so i onli slp at 5am...hahaha...precious, im sowie abt wad happen ystd k,,i noe its my mistake..i will think over again abt it k...like u sae too..and i jus sae smthng to her...iloveyou in malay...its f&*#% hard 4 me 2 sae cx i feel uncomfortable sae it in malay but i did it atlast..hahaha..very de shy! ahhaa..

k la till here..wana have enough rest...takin care..precious! imy alots! muackx!

2009-04-02T01:36:00.000-07:00

hye peeps...sowie 4 not update stuff here..kinda busy wit my other stuffs...well most of my busy daes is wit tis little gal...my swithart!! being spendin more tyme on her and my peeps..havin alots fun wit her..seriously:) i luff her...muackx:)

bck 2 my holidaes, kinda bored at hme..doin nth...currently looking 4 jobs....

haix! cnt waet 2 re-open sch...hmmm..but i dun noe if i cn make it 2 mit all my frens..hmm...wadever it is, I MISS DEM ALOTS!!!!!!!.... k la..i gona clip..will updates again..

taggs will rply soon yaw:) takin care ppl..

love,

adityue:)

2009-04-01T14:05:00.000-07:00

Hello. :P
Adit is currently busy and will update soon. Take care peeps(:

PS: Adit happy 16 months anni! Ly.

i love u

2009-03-21T09:45:00.001-07:00

My love.

2009-03-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hey! Sorry for the lack of updates. Here you go peeps.

Anyway, someone is here. Now updating the blog on his behalf. Okay, i've made some changes to it. New blogskins & tagboard. As for tagboard, do show some respect alright. Thanks. Oh tagged to be linked(:

Currently Adit is busy with his stuff. Most of all having trainings plus school which ended super duper late. Anyway, he will try to update more often but that depends on his schedule. Stay tuned for the next update. Url will get it changed soon. Take care!

Ayu is my new friend!

2009-02-15T14:22:00.000-08:00

Nobody teach the sun to rise..
The bird to fly...
The fish to swim...
The plant to grow...
The heart to melt...
And nobody teach me to love YOU!...
AND I JUS DID:)

HAPPY 1YR 7MNTH ANNIVESARY DEAR! THNS 4 EVERYTHNG U HAVE DONE 4 ME..GOIN TRU HARD TYMES WIT U MAKE ME REALISE TAT YOU'RE DE ONLI ONE 4 MIE! YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE AND U MAKE ME SHINE...DEAR, MY LOVE TO YOU IS ALWAYS TRUE...ONCE AGAIN HAPPY ANNIVESARY!
LOVE U ALOTS KK? HUG* MUACKSSSS....

2009-02-05T10:46:00.000-08:00

hello...sowie 4 nt updates alots nwdaes..im been busy tis daes..with baby and my frens...many have change in my life now..i realise it leady...mayb because of myself..i dun realie spent tyme wit my buddy now...she busy wit her life so do i...we hardly tok now...hais...im sowie buddy 4 everythng...i dun wish tis to happen...share alots of things but nw everythning change..haiz...hmm...buddy, no matter hw busy i am but still i will alwaes dere 4 u just like before...

baby, im sowie if i have change nowdaes..i dun noe why i have change tis much..im promise i break mani of my promises...i dun mean 2 hurt u again...im realie sowie kk:) saye sayang awk....

till here den...will update stuff wen im free...and sowie if i nvr update stuff smtyme yaw...take care...4 all my frends im sowie if i have change....

1YR 6MNTH YAW!!!! LOVE BBY!

2009-01-16T00:28:00.000-08:00

heloo..now daes busy meetin bby..as alwaes...we wana spent more tyme together den before...so we did..on 15 jan 2009 is my 1yr 6mnth annivesary! haha!! i dun believe it at first...so do bby! bby, now we have gone dis far and i hope we will last lng..even we went ups and downs but i admit im still happy...cox she my first loves ever...i may go ard wit others gals but i will never loves tat gals jus like bby...i guess she cnt be replace...she means alots 2 mie...even sometyme we fight but i noe fights make us more closer...tat true...but 4 me ehk! 4 others is differents...so yah bck 2 my anni, we dun get 2 celebrate cox both of us cnt make it...so yah..mayb on bby bdae!! tats on 20jan!! haha!!! dah tua la syg nie!! 15 kape? hahaha! so im lookin forward on 20th...hopefully i realie cn make it seyy...bby, HAPPY ANNIVESARY OKIE!! 1YR 6MNTH!! GOIN 2 BE 2YRS SOON!!! HOPEFULLY!! HAHAHA!! BBY, I LOVE U SO MUCH! LOVE U MORE DEN MYSELF...U MEANS ALOTS 2 ME! I HOPE WE WILL LAST LONG KK!! PROWISH!!

To tat someone,
i noe i make mistake in de past but im sure i have change now...you guys may look down on me...i dun mind...but i noe myself better...i have hurts many gals but not now....wads happen is oreadi in de past...so let it be...dere no point of tokin abt it now...once over is over!!! get it people?? so yah...and yah i smile as i like...how i smile its my own style...wah!! everythng ppl wana choose 4 mie?? im not a small kid yaw...MIND TAT!...hu i wana be tat my probs..i rule my life...so yah..dun bother abt me okie!! DAMN IT! GET A LIFE DUDES!!! and btw, i dun have tyme 2 go wit others gfs...oh pls...tell me hu tat gals of urs...i spending more tyme wit my beloved wifey! not others gals yaw! MIND TAT!! SO STOP ALL DIS BULLSHIT! U LEAD UR LIFE AND I LEAD MINE! GET IT!!!!! SAY WAD U WANT I DUN MIND BUT DUN OVER DE LIMIT!!!! till here:)

lots of loves
AditQistina:)

suck daes..

2009-01-10T11:36:00.000-08:00

im bck...tis few daes being lazy 2 update stuff here..cx im super tired seyy...end sch damn late and strt sch de next dae super early...tyme table scuk sak...damn damn damn scuk....cnt be late 4 lesson...lesson oso scuk sometyme...but tis yr my clss are de best i guess..better den last yr..haha! dey are damn funny!! jokes here and dere..do stupid stuff in de wrkshp tat i shall nt mention..haha! okie la..im lazy 2 post..will update wen i have tyme yaw...takin care:) i love bby!!!!!!!

loves...

2009-01-06T22:35:00.000-08:00

todae i wake up at 9.45am..check my hp and i get 2 miss kol frm boy and a msg frm hym 2 mit hym. i kol hym bck as usual 2 plan 2 go sch 2gether. so i take a bath and have my breakfast b4 i went 2 sch at abt 11.30am. follow my sis 2 take my money 2 sch..so i decided 2 take bus cx tats alots tyme 4 me. in the bus i saw tis gal, she looked like my pri sch frens..she kip staring at me..so i jus gve her a smile and she take a seat beside me.guess wad she ask me if i stil remember her..of cx!! she my pri sch bestfrens..hahaha! she still cn remember my faces seyy..omg!!i sae 2 her tat she change alots...haha!! mature faces siol!! unlike me still have a immature faces..haha!! but she sae i do change alots too! de wae i dress up..haha!! i noe wad she mean kk..i get shock went she sae tis < your attitude still de same like de first tyme i met u:)> siol btol! so she exchange num wit me.so have a chit chat wit her...so reach sch gate. at abt 12.45..haha!! 15min clss strt. meet buddy and frens at cnteen...went i reach dere yammie ask me if i jus wake up and i sae yupe. cx im fcukin slpy..so sit wit dem till 1 pm. and all of us went 2 cls..2dae cls end at 4.45pm..but i and boy nvr go clss aft tea break cx we help out FT deco de notice board..leceh siol!!!

so aft sch again meet bby at same place wit her frens..bby nvr went 2 sch..2daes jus cn spend tyme wit her at abt 15min too...cx i nid 2 rush hme...bby, even a few min wit u is much important 2 me cx i still cn have ur hugs and kiss..i miss u each tyme of my daes...realie!! sumpah siol!!! i have a great day wit u even jus a few minute!!

sometyme ppl change not cx having a r/s... mayb dey tryin 2 change 2 be better...im nt a person hu change cx of havin her by myside...pls lah....yes tymes change so do ppl...i mayb be busy wit stuff not jus busy wit bby..mind tat yaw:) and im try hard 2 spend more tyme wit her more:) and evens my frens...

First day of sch

2009-01-05T23:20:00.000-08:00

todae first day of sch...went 2 sch wit ikin since i met her at mrt..meetin buddy at station but i dun noe she going sch wit her frens...so i jus mittin her in sch canteen...so walk 2 sch wit ikin. went 2 shop wit her first since she wana buy stuff..den continue 2 walk 2 sch...first thng i step in de sch gate is get caught wit my DM..fcuk kan! first day day kene caught.but he nvr make me fcuk up..he tok 2 me abt my attire...arghhh! chill la..he gvin me chance 2 change my attire by tml..haha! lepas jgk...so i went 2 cnteen 2 looked for buddy and frens...meet dem and have a tok..tok abt de new 1st yr student...funnie siol...perangai tak ubah...gosip aje! boy txt me 2 meet hym at boon keng. so i make my wae dere..waet 4 hym..while waetin 4 hym 1 grp of my clssmate jus reached boon keng. so i salam dem as usual...10 plus boy came...siak kn...clss dah start aru sampai...but nvr we alwaes late...so yar...dah lambat uat care lambat..so we take our tyme 2 attent class..enter cls at 11am...1hr late...haha! get my result slip...sak i drop siol...but still pass okie..drop my GPA aje..so went 4 lunch..at 1pm went 4 2nd lesson..new teacher boreeeddd!! tok2 to much!...again abt my attire...haish!! so end class at 4.30pm.early den 2daes tyme table. anw my tyme table so fcuk up!! end late siol...everydae at 5pm but nt 4 friday...naseb siol....

after sch decided 2 meet bby...so train-down 2 meet her wit her frens..chill wit her till at abt 6.30pm..so i plan 2 have a walk wit bby so we have more tyme 2gether..so she send me 2 int 2 take bus home...we had a fight b4 i went hme...but manage 2 settle thngs out...and end de dae wit a smile:) so i take bus home.otw home bby kol me up cx she bored..so chat with her...till i reach my house...reach home have bath and eat while waetin 4 my mom:)....bored sak sitting at hme..i love bby! no matter hu and wats happenin nth cn change my love 2wrds her:) hehe! miss her alots!!!

dad!!!!!!!!!! cum hme early!!! i miss hym alots!!!!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!! i miss dad!!!

im havin fun!

2009-01-04T23:13:00.000-08:00

hello...shit tml sch re-open seyy!! cnt waet seyy...gt 2 see my frends plus buddys!!! hahaha...and de best part is one of my bros same sch as mine!! wohooo!!! kecoh sak!! gerek pe same dgn aku?? shall mit hym tml!! cnt waet too..okie ystd went out wit my abg and his frens! went to sentosa.. i came at 7pm plus...lmbt cikit cx its all last minute plan...so ya arrive dere we have a chit chat...as alwaes...abg gve us a lectures...tok and tok..we have our drinks...i drink alot till i steam gler nye...i did vomit too..hahaha..paiseh! so we continue drinking till ard 11 plus...we drink and dance de same tyme...release my stress cikit...biase jgk...dance and dance wit my bros gf....hehe! kecok sak...abg and 2 of his bros went 2 buy stuff...peanut i guess and rokok. haha! so while waiting 4 dem 2 come bck me and de rest dance...hahaha! kecoh rabak nye! aft dey cum bck we eat peanuts and continue drinking...its abt 12 plus...so i decided 2 go hme...so i take cab wit 1 of my fren..reached hme at 1am...my mom oso jus reached home...so tok 2 her 4 awhile...mata tgh steam rabak pun leh bbl siak...bbl merepek ade lah...i get a bath and went 2 sleep....penat gler nye!! but havin fun!!

i mish my dad!! he went 2 australia wit my aunty 4 abt a mnth...arghhh!! i wana go cx i mish all my aunts and uncle dere...being so long i nvr went dere...busy wit my life now...i guess my uncles and aunts mish me cx dey hopin me 2 follow but i cnt cx gona start sch soon...i guess nxt dec holidaes i shall go...hehe! i wana visit my fav uncle at London! yeah!!! mish hym alots!! last tyme mit hym is last yr hari raye seyy....dad, i will waet 4 u went u return! hehe!! mish kamu mani2!!!

tml startin sch...so tired seyy...but ya still have 2 go! errrm...i tell buddy tat i gona stop sch! she super worie abt me...she pujuk me not too..hahaha!!! well buddy im just kidding la dey!! hahaha...u take it so seriously...hahaha....u shld noe adit alwae make stupid jokes...hahaha!! well bud, i shall mit u tml first thng i reach sch... tml start at 10am...okie la not tat early 4 me...hehe...i wonder how sch will be like tml...mesti kecoh nye!! hahaha! so kwn2 mit u again!!! wooohoooo!!! i jus cnt waet!! okie lah till here:)

i mish bbygal!!!! love her alwaes:)

Adit danish

2008-12-30T01:27:00.000-08:00

heloos...

my fever is till dere...i guess its gettin worst cx every nyte my fever gettin super duper high..well used 2 it...will see a doc soon...haish...once again nvr went out..even if i do jus visit my bby...she miss me..i do miss u too..so mit her 4 a few daes..i still force myself 2 mit her..even im dying..haha! err..first thng i mit her, she will sae "dear, ur super pale" yeah! of cx la...im sick but yet im acting like normal...hahaa!hmm..i wana recover b4 sch re-open! well tokin abt tat, im havent check my exams result!! shit!! still cn relax ehk aku nie!! mcm siak! hurhur..hope i cn make it seyy...and guess wad i cnt waet 2 mit my frens!!! hahaha! hapi la sgt! errrr....sowie guys im being missing tis few daes...im sick la beb! no voice smtyme..hurhur!! sedey sak!! buddy! im still alive yaw!!! i wana tok 2 u on de phone but u shld be busy nowdaes...wrkin mah...so yah..understand! hmm...nvm2! first thng wen sch re-open, shall hug2 u and others too..miss korg bangat2!!!

TO BOF,
i noe im being busy...i nvr get 2 kol or mgs u in de past and even now...i jus wana u 2 noe even i nvr txt/kol u but im still dere 4 u..i noe thngs have change now..im attch..but attch is not de main reason 4 gettin apart ryte? pls...hw i wish tat thngs will be bck as per normal?i miss havin u ard...i miss all de laugh tat we had...hurhur! why in de past i nvr mgs/kol u jus cx i dun wana puttin hope on u...u shld noe abt it...i dun wana gettin hurts again and again..and bcx of tat i dun wana mgs/kol u often...i hope u will understand it...mayb nt now but 1 day k..darls, i will nvr 4get abt u even im attch...its up 2 u if u wana hate me or 4get abt me....i have done my best 2 explain thngs...all up 2 you...do take care of urself:) miss kamu many2!

alots of love
Adit Danish:)

2008-12-27T14:12:00.000-08:00

heylo! im bck!

well sometyme i realie tired of myself...alwaes gettin sick! in de mornin wake up and saw my face super pale..arghhh!! wads happenin sak... so fcuk up! haish!! sick and rest at hme! doin nth onli!! i realie stress seyy....cnt went out wit peeps...jus cx im sick and i dun have enough energy 2 walk...fcuk sak...fever and flu here and dere! i hate it man! dun ask me stupid question why i gettin sick nowdaes cx i myself dun noe! okie now my fever went down but at nyte de fever went super duper high! scuk ryte!!! argggghhhhh!!! kip eatin panadol but yet de fever nvr went off! went 2 see de doc oso get de same medication! pegy balek panadol!!! bodoh pe!!! mampos uh asyik telan bende yg same je!!! haish!! bby, dun worie 2 much abt me k..i will get well soon...arggghh..dun noe went oso! fcuk sak...seriously im realie fcuked up! and sowie if my post is super scuk cx i realie lost my moods nowdaes!!! kippin away frm my peeps...and even bby...im sowie dear...okie till here den...i realie gt no mood leady!! its de best if i dun meet any1 4 tyme being....i have my reason k...and well my p8 is low...jus txt me and i will get bck 2 u asap!.... and bby, ily and imy alots okie:)

2008-12-25T00:05:00.000-08:00

heloo! firstly merry xmas 2 evryone! haha...hope u guys havin fun...jus like i do! but nvr went out cox im havin a fever...again and again!so tired of fever! arghh!! no voice oso...hais...cough2 and flu2 here and dere...aghrrr!!!! and 2 my buddy and friends im sowie tat i cnt tag along wit u ppl 2 vivo cx im kinda sick dis few daes..yupe again! haish...well i hope u guess havin fun..of cx ryte! haha..nvm i will tag along aft i recover kk...no prowmish! haha!!and sowie 4 not rlpyin buddy txts cx my p8 oso fcking low! wah! everythng goes wrg wen im sick...so bored sakk...okie enough abt it! haha!

To tat fcker,
ehk u noe tat u ppl are jus nth...u ppl are jus a loser! fcuk la...so fckin tired of ur gals childish! grow up la!!! jgn nk step somebody wen u gals are nt tat somebody!! u gals noe hu u ppl! haish! jus 1 person cn lose u gals tat more den 8 person is tat a big shame?? hahaha!!! loser sak!!wtf! i dun wana dirty my hands again yaw!!! tak hapie ckp dpn2 uh!! "zaman ble nk mataer dgn butch?" i shall sae tis 2 u gals "zaman ble nk sat2 sial"!!! mataer dgn butch tak susah kn korg pe! oh pls la ehk!! fcuker!! tak hapi dgn tis post jumpe aku in person uh!!

2008-12-23T14:05:00.000-08:00

im bck!

im realie tired 2 fixed everythng bck...i dun wish tis 2 happen..is frenship mean nth 2 u? huh? i dun means 2 hurt ur feelings.how i wish we are jus like before..yesh now everythng change jus cx im attch but it wont be so fckuin harm tat we have 2 break de frenship!! u get wad i mean! i have 2 take care 2 feeling of 2 differents person in one tyme?? but cn dey do de same 2 me? NO!! im realie tired gerl!!! u are my frens and she my gf! i love both of u and i dun wana anyone 2 leave me...get it!!! wahhhh...fcukin stress!!! everythng i do is alwaes wrg in ur eyes....damn it man!!!arghhh!!!! i nid a space by myself now!!!! till here..

ps:why u put tis so fcking diffcult 4 me? haishhhh.....

2008-12-22T12:40:00.000-08:00

well bck!!! i plan 2 go out today but gt no idea wer...kecian aku...takde arah sakkk...nvm2..shall stand on my own...hahaha...im tellin bby i wana go out but no idea wer so she ask me 2 hang out wit her lo...mcm siak kan....last minute kuar dgn die...but nvm...wei!! today and tml shall mit her..hahaha...best la seyyy!!!!! okie bby wana go have some peace mayb she gt mani thng in her head now...hahaha...pity her mani2...well bby im here 4 u kk...smile2 alwaes la kk...dun sad2 aje....ur my strong gal so yeah u able 2 stand kn? i believe u cn...well i will nvr let anythng pull u dwn kk..prowmish!!! hahaha...well bby dun care wad others sae...u lead ur life wit me by ur side..if dey think dey are better den us let it be...we jus watch it hw good dey cn be....peace!! hahaha...well gt nth 2 write..till here den... chao chalos....

2008-12-21T20:00:00.000-08:00

heloooo!!! okie 2 daes is so fcukin bored 4 me cx i jus stayin at hme doin nth...cnt go out 2daes cx my stomach is so fcukin painful..gt no idea why kk..mayb i nvr eat de ryte dish dis few daes...no mood 2 eat uhh...haish..bby gettin angry wit me cx i alwaes skip my meals...bby, i gt no mood 2 eat la syg...aiyoooo...dun force2 me lei...okie stop it la kk...bby i miss u la seyy...shall mit u soon..hahaha!! wana buy u smthg 4 ur sch re-open! make a guess kk:) okie till here...

imy!!! imy!!! imy!!! imy!!! imy!!!

Anis bby.

2008-12-20T20:46:00.000-08:00

I'm in love with you babygirl.

For those who seriously wondering who is that bby i've been mentioning about. Alright, she is Anis. My girlfy. So yeaps. I'm currently attached to her. Previously, i've been listening to other people talking shit. But now, everything has changed. For both of US. Just don't interfere in my life anymore. I don't need your opinion or your sarcastic remarks. I'm sick & tired with all this. Give it a break man. You live your life & i'll live mine. Fair & Square alright. Thanks [:

PS: We don't give a damn about what other perople say (:
I love you BABY ツ

2008-12-19T00:40:00.000-08:00

hello! sowie 4 lack of updates..well im busy now daes...and 4 those hu still dun noe adit now attch 2 someone...on 15dec2008..well i guess its patch up yaw....errr...so tis daes is so special 2 mie and her cx its our 1yr 5mnth annivesary! so hapie sey..but at de same tyme sad cx cnnt be wit her on our annivesary while im jus startin wrk at de same tyme...im finishin at 9plus at nyte so jus cn mit her 4 awhile aje...so sad2...but still havin fun:) well get bck 2 our patch up, we dun gve a damn wad ppl wana sae abt us...break and patch all de tyme...well if de love between us is still strong no matter wad happen and how far apart we will still be 2gther....tats us!! we reali dun mind wad others wana sae cx dey will nvr feel wad true loves we go thru...cx we are much different frm dem...so get tat in mind....so dun ask stupid qns why kippin patching up wit de same person cx de ans will be de same...hahaha!!! so yah!! tats all i cn sae abt de patchin up...anw she fcukin sick now...so sad...my switheart is so sick...get well soon dear:) so tat we cn play de swing2 again!!! yeah!! hahaha...till here...will update more...NYTEZZZZZZZZZZ

GET WELL SOON AYG!!

Buddy.

2008-12-13T23:39:00.000-08:00

Black for the day. Check out this pictures[:
Photo taken by us!

2008-12-12T20:07:00.000-08:00

Hey. Sowie 4 the lack of updates...Well nth much 2 update cause nth seems to make my daes but still enjoy it. & yeah, wed went out wit buddy and yana...my sis did tag along. They seem so hapi 2 have my sis along mayb cx she quite melatah kot?? haha wateve ehk. Halfway, my sis nid 2 go hme Then send her first and we make our wae 2 tampines mall 2 searched 4 jobs. Very funnie cx we went each and every shop 2 looked 4 jobs. hahaha At last, decided 2 train-ed down to pasir ris. Did de same thng. But yet none of us get de jobs. No luck. haha!

Wad a tired dae. But damn fun seyy! So i decided to leave first as i gt some plans wit my frens. So i leave de 2 gals by demself. hahaha... Hope u guys get de jobs kk..,sowie 4 not hangin out tat late...anw hope 2 hang out wit u guys again wit de others kk...till here den...

Bby, now ur gone in my life...i hope tat everythngs is okay..& lead ur life wit hapiness tat we have shared. Don't worries we are still frens kk...

2008-12-09T19:37:00.000-08:00

words hurts more den actions...sometyme ur words cn hurts me w/o u knowin it...but nvm i dun mind gettin hurts cx wad goes ard cum ards...and yeah! i and her is jus buddy! nth much...yesh im close 2 her cx she my buddy pe....why mus tis happen? too many misunderstandin??? haish...buddy, im sowie 4 wad happen...i miss de tymes tat we are close...but ppl will get us wrg..haish...nvm buddy keepin quite will nvr be wrg kk...

To BOF, i still miss u each tyme of my daes...u jus dun noe wad my true feelin towards u cx 2 u we r jus frens....nvm dear...lets take a step 2 it...hmm...imy like hell!! and im sowie tat i cnt get thru u cx my p8 low....till here...

alots of love
adit...

2008-12-06T23:38:00.000-08:00

so ystd went 2 see doc wit bby..

havin fever a few daes...

went 2 nearby private doc...

so being ask 2 go hospital cx my fever

is super high..

so went 2 hospital wit mom,sis and bby...

dey waet 4 me 4 atleast 5 hrs...

den i went out wit wheelchair...

so paisehh... bby sae i looked

super tired...

so went 2 take my medication...aft my fever

went down...

went 2 have some food 2 eat..

nid 2 eat some medication...

so i eat a bit..de rest i let bby eat...

den mom wana bought some stuff 4 bby mummy...

its her bdae! so sowie aunty im nt dere..

cx im sick...will mit u nxt tyme..

so send bby hme....mom was hapi 2 meet bby mummy

jus 2 wish hapi bdae! so dey chill awhile

while im restin at bby bedroom...

i slept awhile wit bby aside...

den mom decided 2 went hme....

so we go sweet2 hme...

bby,thnx 4 everythng...u're so sweet....

will meet u again...

tell ur mom,

HAPPY BDAE!!

2008-12-06T13:24:00.000-08:00

im sick over again....

havin flu and fever at nite...

argggghhh...so painful...

cnnt take it anymore...

guess im havin a high fever...

39.5..

DAMN HOT!!

oke i cnt take it....till here..

wana rest):

bby,i miss you):

yeap2 will eat my obat kk...

dun wories abt me:)

will get well soon....

2008-12-06T13:14:00.000-08:00

bby, i miss you alots....

cnt waet 2 mit u la seyy......

i wana de huge hug frm euu...

anw its so touch wen u hold my hand

and sae tat u are ready 2 be wit me...

goin thru up & downs....

arghhh!!! bby, is tis wad a true loves??

i realie miss you now....

bby,once u bck frm holidaes do kol me up kk...

i miss ur sweet voice:) i reali do!!

im so in love wit you:)

bby, ily more and more...

u jus like a torch in my life

tat alwaes shine my daes....

2008-12-05T20:16:00.000-08:00

hey peeps!

new blog frm adit!! hope u guys enjoy readin it!!well im gettin sick nw so i will be update more here and my share blog wit buddy soon aft i recover kk!! so check it out yaw!! and holidaes now!!!!!!! im bored!!! lookin ard wad i cn do during my free tyme:) so if ya free do beep me 2 hang out yaw!! being missin my dear baby....arghhhhh...i cnnt move on cx i cnt stop myself frm lovin you!! and i cnt even get u out frm my mind!!! and my dear buddy, thnx 4 ur advise but i guess i nid more tyme 2 take a step by step 2 let her gooo...hahaha!! yupe2...adit will get well soon:) dun worries yaw...so guys till here...

bby, i cnt stp lovin u cx u're still in my heart even i try 2 replace u but i still fail...now i noe dere no1 hu love me more othr den u..cx u de onli noes my inside and outside...im being hurts by others but yet u still be dere 4 me..cheer me up...thnx alots bby...im jus hopin tat u're mine again..but let tyme decide it(:

bby!!!!!! ily!ily!ily!ily!ily!ily!ily!ily!!!ily!!!ily!!!